Monday, February 28, 2005
grrrr.... had a BIG fight with jerome on fri [25 feb]... we were supposed to go to dunman together... cuz his skool's and mine having a netball match... so we bet that our own skools would win and were supposed to go dunman [where all matches are held] and see de results...
half way thru dat day... he told me he couldn't make it... at first i was pissed... becuz abby wanted to go see wad he looked like. Y? becuz i told abby wad a GREAT friend he was....
there was this one day when i quarrelled with my family... [particularly mom and elder sis] and kept crying in my room.... when i went online... i was trying really hard not to "shout" at everyone who tried to have a convo with me... cuz i was feelin down....
den jerome came to talk to me... since we were good friends... i controlled myself and had a convo with him... it turned out good cuz he was making me laugh.... and it made me feel alot ALOT better...
i told abby all this... and dat i'm glad to have him as a friend.... so abby asked me wad he looked like and if he's handsome... i told him in my opinion he is kinda good-looking... so abby wanted to see him... when i told abby he's going to dunman... she decided to go with me oso...
so when jerome said he not going i was pissed as i had told abby he going liao... den nv... since i was pissed i started scoldin him la...
convo:
j: eh i not going leh... goin to national skin
e: huh? wa lau... how can u liddat one.. so guo fen
j: fuck off... lol
e: shuddup asshole
j: look... i was buay song when u said i was too much.... i need to get my skin treated to date godly girls
e: u r an asshole... u ass
j: you are fucking rude
e: who's de one who is rude? i din even use de f-word once yet u kept sayin it
j: verbally you r rude.. FUCK is just like DAMN... a sign of displease..
e: ok fine... FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK... how's dat...
j: wtf... if you ever have a boyfriend you'll probably break within 2 weeks*
*dats was de sentence dat really angered me
e: i hate you... go... go do your skin... no one's stopping you
j: dun angry la... next time treat you...
e: dun wan... shuddup..
j:lol... who wins?
e: asked me for wad.. i no mood to go le... [watch de match]
j: wtf... lol... u OWNED me... i seldom apologised yet you are still being unreasonable...
i din reply after dat..
*online*
j: [says lot of crap but i din really catch any]
j: fine i'm blocking you forever
*thru nabil*
something something something
j: i apologised liao loh...
e: he din... [to nab]
j: ask her to look in her inbox and PUT ON heR specs...
e: there isn't a single "SORRY" in my inbox..
j:i'm 100% sure there is...
e: as if..
he blocked me in msn and we din talked after dat...
argh.... he's de one who's unreasonable ok... and wads de crap with.... "if you ever have a boyfriend you'll probably break within 2 weeks".... wad the hell....
huan asked why i changed so much.... since last time when they teased me i'll joked back but now i get angry... U WANNA NOE WHY?? becuz last time you all teased me about my height... which is true and a fact dats y i accept all de teasings... but recently u all teased me about how i'll nv get a bf... and it really pissed me out.... OK?? it's not dat i have changed.... is de way u all tease me...
me_________`e-leen *
8:59 PM
